Dear God,
You put him back into my dreams again. You had me searching for him and never finding him - always the same dream, same place, same town but last night, You had me find him. What is Your message here? How am I to move on with my life and forget, if You keep putting him in my thoughts and my nightime dreams? It was so real last night, so wonderful - we almost touched. How can You keep making my heart ache with these dreams? Do You not realize that he is the only one I ever want in my life? Silly question, of course You do, and You know he will always be the only one. I just want to know why? Why do You keep putting him where I can't physically touch his warm body, see his blue eyes, or hold him and smell his scent. I miss him so much God and I just don't know what to do or how to live my life without him in it. Help me find the answers. People keep telling me I already have the answer - not hearing from him in over 2 years - but is it the right answer? If it is, then why can't I move on?
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